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I am officially two years on T. And i just finished filling out the paperwork to change my legal name and gender and am going to file the paperwork this week when i get paid. I am also saving up for top surgery. One of the first youtube channels i watched about transitioning was yours. I feel so lucky to have gotten this far and it's because i had been able to see people who look like me transition, i think it gave me the confidence to take the first step, coming out, calling to set up an appointment at a gender clinic to start T, to now finally being able to find the paperwork and fill it out for a name change. Thank you for sharing your story and journey transitioning it helps so many people!

Kind of a convoluted was to be a straight woman. It's cheaper the regular way.

At 61, I am grateful that when I grew up a tomboyish girl none of this nonsense existed. Nobody had to mutilate or poison their natural bodies to conform to society's definitions of a gender.identity.

neil is everywhere I go

I waited three years to watch this video because I was afraid of being seen. Finally got to it today and wow. Definitely a feeling I've been struggling with!! I've been out for 4 years and I sometimes still feel closeted or seen as a different person when I'm around my siblings. They're supported but never asked questions. And so I think in a way, they overcompensate by treating me like a random cis man then by treating me like, well, me. On the other hand, it feels bizarre that I suddenly lose "little sister" privileges around my older sisters. I didn't get invited to their baby showers or bridal showers and it hurt! It's all very complicated hahah

You look like dantdm

Don't ask me, ask yourself!

I don't know if you're still reading the comments, but I just want to thank you for your videos. You are probably the first trans male youtuber I've ever watched and you have had a tremendous impact on my life as a person starting his medical transition at 24. Great to see another video from you.

I'm so scared to even seevor try to figure out if I'm trans. 1. People suck 2. I don't want to try and be trans and then not be one. I feel like that's disrespectful. (Is that true?) 3. I think it's too late to even question it.

Is it true that god won't let you into heaven if you're trans😭

FTM: Hello! I’m Ash. When I was 11 I started having heavy gender disphora after hearing about trans people online. I had minor once before doing research on the trans community, but afterwards I realized that I might be transgender. I remember looking myself in the mirror, taking up my sports bra and suffocating my chest until the pressure made it hurt. I’ve always been seen as a “tomboy”. Wearing suits instead of dresses, hoodies, ripped jeans and more norm masculine clothes. Looking back at it, I was pretty much already aware I was trans from a younger age. I made my voice deeper too to try and sound male because “it made me comfortable”. But this didn’t come with A LOT of doubt and pressure. Crying, screaming, SH, mental breakdowns and much more. But now I’m here, 16 years old, still having gender disphoria, cut my hair, binded my chest and changed my name and pronouns. And I’ve never been happier in myself and my body. If you’re younger and doubting yourself even with all the signs and all the things making you feel male. Don’t try to fight it alone. There are hundreds of free online therapy courses for transmasc people. You’re not alone. Doubt doesn’t make you any less trans. Stay strong, kings! 🏳️‍⚧️⚧️

I think this is the most you video ever

Is this Jesus?

you helped me realize i was trans when i struggled with my gender identity, 4 years ago. i've just gotten my first T shot 2 days ago. I'll forever be thankful for your videos.

Coolness.

Dude, I can’t believe you got to ask Laura a question face to face and it wasn’t about her favorite Leatherman or green insulation.

YOU LOOK LIKE WILL ROLAND OMG (No hate I absolutely love him :D)

Hey, you wanted to be a guy. Serve your country

this is the most white woman privilege shit ive ever seen i wonder if she boned the notary

I’m non-binary and I wanna have a breast reduction cause I don’t wanna ‚fully loose‘ them and I wanna have kids and try to breastfeed, but I also just want them to be gone. Every time I move just a little bit faster like walking down stairs and stuff I’m always thinking „can’t I just screw them off and give them to my boyfriend? He likes them but I don’t“ so yeah. The thing is that in Germany it gets paid for if you’re ftm trans (or other surgeries for mtf) but if you don’t identify as „one of the two existing genders“ you gotta pay it yourself. It’s more than 5.000€! I thought that I’d be able to buy a car with this but now I have to think about what’s more important for me: feeling comfortable in my own body or being able to get around by myself and not depending on someone to bring me to the train station and someone pick me back up in another city ._.

thanks for masking on public transit, as someone who cannot access public indoor unmasked spaces, this was really encouraging to see. i legit almost cried. thanks for helping to make the world safer for us disabled trans guys out there <3

But if the bio male does these things way more than others, it is why it is creepy not stereotypes.

This nonsense is why I don't see doctors or medical professionals. I don't care what your reasoning is, I don't disclose I'm trans at ANY POINT because there are far too many people who use that information against me in some way shape or form. No thanks to half-assed medical care.

Wow, this is the first video that captures my exact thoughts and feelings. Thanks so much!

A trans man is a man an a trans woman is a woman

One of the biggest things for you was making the mistake thinking your trans

I literally see a woman acting like a dude

I’m scared to come out as trans because if I do my boyfriend will break up with me and I’m scared I will be alone forever😅

Your journey has inspired me so much and given me so much hope ❤ it means so much to see someone in the world who demonstrates that it is possible to live a happy fulfilled life as a trans person, especially someone with interests and hobbies similar to mine - seeing your content showed me that it was possible for me to live the life i wanted

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Years late to this party, this just popped up in my recommendations. We gave our kids non gendered names, partly just in case, partly inspired by a co-worker. One of them is really thankful for that 😂

Promo'SM 😪

I just saw the NY neo-futurists like 2 weeks ago, on the birthday! It was amazing. You work with some amazing artists.

I came out when I was 12 and I'm close to being 21 and I'm JUST now starting T (I started this week). So I already know the dynamics are gonna change and it's gonna be weird. Especially bc I have very young siblings and most of my family still sees me as a "confused girl". I've done a lot of thinking these past 8 years and I'm confident that medical transition is the best choice for me, but I'm still so scared to lose relationships with my family members, whom I love dearly. No matter what happens, I'll be okay. It's just not going to be fun.

Thank you so much for sharing this. I started hormones 6 days ago and it feels so good to see a guy thriving in the ways I want for myself too. It's so inspiring to see you living your truest self. Thank you!!!!!!

My surgery won't be for like 2 years at least 😢

I love your voice

As an older gay man from a very red state I watch your content and other trans content in order to be more understanding. I have so much respect for you and your journey. I do believe you're helping to save lives and help people be more comfortable with themselves. Thank you.

Hope this doesn't sound rude. You make me wish I was 30 years younger. You're super cute Jackson.

No way ! We will be having the same surgeon, getting mine soon hopefully!

😭😭you was a beautiful girl😭😭,

Hello! I’ve been following you and your story for about a year now. You’ve really helped answer a lot of questions and anxiety I had about transitioning. After months of working towards it; I finally got testosterone. My first dose was yesterday and I just wanted to say thank you so much. You’ve helped me so much and as I celebrate this, I’m so excited to celebrate you coming up to 10 years! I hope you have an amazing year

This is one of my favorite videos on youtube ❤

No, you don't have more privileges as a man, you had that as a woman! Facepalm.

The message of this video is beautiful and it's cathartic to see you living in such an average yet unique way. I'm at a point where I've been going through ebs and flows of questioning if I'm a man or a woman, but rather than repress and continue, I'm starting to really write it down and figure it out. Maybe gender fluid? Idk, but your video should be all the proof anyone needs that everyone should be allowed to find and become their true selves. I'm going to be voting and fighting for these rights, even though I'm in my 30s and have never voted before. I doubt progress can actually be stopped, but I don't want it being slowed to a crawl thanks to an ignorant handful. Thank you for this video!

I did grow an inch after starting T at 21 after being 5’6 for a decade so-

What does top surgery mean

Your voice has gotten more masculine

That maybe true for you but others regret transitioning and speak out actively against kids transitioning under 18.

If someone asks you for your unshaved legs, just grunt "I'M A F*CKING BEAR" and roar. They'll understand